HOLYCRAP THURS&FRI.
but thinking back on thurs...
im so glad allmylovelies were there for me.
throughout the crappy day, i wasnt left alone to face thgs at all.
people like che, deep and at night, ong.
and yesterday...
smarties & pubao & pollybao & paedophile were all there for me.
i think there were more, but you all knw who you are. :)
my results?
i didnt do well...
but you cant expect someone who wasnt doing well in 2 years of jc to suddenly shoot up & get str As / Bs either rgt?
yesyes.
maybe its just tht my goals/expectations are too unrealistic to begin with.
but i knw i shldnt be whining abt this fact/ wallow in self pity anymore.
because: it is damn unconstructive. (so i shld rly think abt wht i can do nw to go uni)
because: there are really ppl worse off out there. (& its damn tsk for me to behave like this for so long)
i think its time to resurface this quote from:
The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button.
the movie which i thought was too long & draggy, but liked it actually.
“You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.”
yeah, i hope i really can achieve this.
for nw, i think i reached my greatest academic pitfall or whtever you call it la.
in terms of academics, life has always been smooth-sailing for me since young...
did pretty alright in both PSLE & O's.
so i guess the change of thgs in A's is probably smth i must learn to adapt to.
i think i'll need time...
but hey, on a random sidenote,
i think i still hate Donkeys you knw.
Damn Donkeys.
(!!!)
:/
